Title: Dreams Come True

Author: Mystic

Fandom: BSB

Feedback: of course

E-mail: vanilla_fantasy99@yahoo.com

Pairing: nick/howie mention’s of Kevin/AJ

Rating: NC-17

Archive: Sure but ask first

Disclaimer: I don’t know anyone

Summery: hmm I am not good at this just read it

NOTES: The stuff in < > are Howie’s thoughts

Howie sat in his room looking at a picture of Nick and himself. <Why can’t I just tell him> He loved Nick for years. The same fears surfaced very time though. Would Nick be disgusted? Could they have a future together? Would the rest of the group be upset? There were so many things to consider. Why couldn’t he just say that he was gay and in love with Nick an have everything stay the .same. He looked at the clock and saw it was 1:30 in the morning. He had to be up at 7:00 for a meeting in Kevin’s room.

Howie woke with his alarm at 6:30. He was still tired since sleep didn’t come easy for him. He got up an walked to the bathroom for a quick shower before going to Kevin’s room. Stepping into the shower Howie moaned as the warm water hit his tired body. He didn’t feel like going to the meeting and seeing Nick. Seeing him kept getting harder and harder

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Howie sat on the couch in Kevin’s room. Nick hadn’t shown up yet. He heard the door open and looked up only to see. Brian walk in. He frowned when he saw the look on his face.

He wasn’t the only one who noticed Kevin asked, “What’s wrong?”

“It’s Nick.”

Howie was on alert right away “What’s wrong with Nick. Is he okay?”

Brian eyes looked wild as he said, “I don’t know. He won’t answer. He won’t answer his door. He never misses breakfast.”

Howie jumped up and ran out the door He didn’t stop running till he reached Nick’s door. He knocked heavy on Nick’s door. There was still no answer. The other guys just arrived just as Howie was about to start beating on the door with his fists.

“He hasn’t answered yet?” AJ asked as he clung to Kevin.

Howie shook his head. He was close to crying. So many questions were flowing through his head. As he started pound again Kevin asked, “Did you try the door knob to see if it was locked?”

Howie blushed. “No I didn’t try the knob. Sorry.”

“There’s no reason to be sorry D.” Brian said, “I didn’t think to try it either.”

Brian turned the knob and the door swung open. Howie walked in to the room and looked around. He didn’t see Nick in the bedroom. Oh god where is he? Howie heard Kevin yell for Nick.

Howie was lost in thought when he felt hands on his shoulders. He turned around and saw Brian.

“We found him.” Brian smiled.

Howie gave a relieved sigh. “Where?”

“He is in the bathroom.” Brian motioned with his hand.

Howie walked quickly to the bathroom where Nick was. When he got there Kevin and AJ were laughing softly.

“What’s so funny? Where’s Nick?” Howie asked.

AJ snickered and pointed at the tub,

Howie looked and saw Nick in the tub sleeping. He closed his eyes and thanked God that Nick was okay. He was relieved Nick was okay but he was also angry because Nick made him think he was hurt.

Kevin saw the series of emotions cross Howie’s face. He had been aware of the feelings Howie had for the younger man. “D why don’t you stay and wake Nick up. We’ll go back to AJ and my room and finish our now cold breakfast.”

Howie nodded as Kevin and AJ walked from the bathroom. He stood there for awhile just looking at Nick. Things just weren’t going to be easy for him with Nick being so close get so yet so far. He bent down to wake. When Nick murmured something then said, “ I love you Howie.”

Howie felt tears come to his eyes. Maybe there could be hope for them. He touched Nick’s arms and gently shook him awake.

Nick’s eyes fluttered open and he saw the person of his dreams. “Howie?” He looked at Howie and saw the tears in his eyes. Nick sat up quickly splashing water over the edge of the tub. “Howie’s what’s wrong?”

“Nothing’s wrong. We were just looking for you because you missed breakfast.” Howie stood quickly and wiped his eyes as he went. He had to leave the room before Nick asked to many questions. Just because Nick said he loved him in a stupid dream didn’t mean anything.

Nick jumped out of the tub and took off after Howie. He grabbed him by the arm and turned him around. “Howie you don’t cry over someone missing breakfast. What’s wrong?”

Howie didn’t know what to say. Did he even want to tell Nick the truth? What if it ruined their friendship? Howie started to cry again.

Nick took Howie in his arms. “D you can tell me.”

Howie sighed and said, “If I tell you everything might change.”

Nick rocked Howie in his arms. “Shh. D nothing is going to change.”

Howie stepped out of Nick’s arms. He sighed and said, “I heard you say something in your sleep.”

Nick’s eyes got wide. “What did you hear?”

“I heard you say you love me.” Howie looked up at Nick. Nick’s eyes were down cast and he was fidgeting.

“Yes Howie its true. I love you with all my heart.” Nick said.

Howie let out a strangled sob and threw himself at Nick. He couldn’t believe how lucky he was to have his beautiful young man love him.

Nick caught Howie in his arms. He thought he did something terribly wrong. As he held Howie he apologized profusely. “I am so sorry Howie. I tried to ignore it but I just can’t. I’m sorry.”

Howie shook his head and tried to tell Nick that it was okay but he just kept crying.

Nick could tell Howie wanted to say something but couldn’t because he was crying. He held Howie close but it was becoming increasingly obvious what effect Howie had on him.

Howie stepped back when he felt Nick’s erection. He looked at Nick, who was blushing furiously, took a deep breath and said, “We need to talk.”

Nick nodded, “I know we do but I am not going to stop loving you.”

Howie smiled, “I hope not.”

Nick looked at Howie in surprise.

Howie smiled. “Don’t look so surprised. It has to have been a little bit obvious that I love you just as much as you love me.”

Nick smiled and rushed forward an picked Howie up and spun around.

Howie squealed and wrapped his arms around Nick’s neck. “You’re still wet and naked.”

Nick gave Howie what he hoped was a seductive grin. “Naked ain’t so bad is it?”

Howie blushed and said shyly, “No it isn’t bad at all.”

Nick’s eyes flashed. He leaned in and caught Howie’s lips in a passion and lust filled kiss. He moaned into the kiss. He could feel himself getting harder.

The need for air was the only thing that broke them apart. They both heaved for their breath.

“I have been waiting for that for along time.” Nick panted.

Howie nodded still gasping for air.

Nick sat down in the near by chair with Howie in his lap. Howie shifted to get comfortable in Nick’s lap. He smiled when he heard Nick groan.

“Oh. If you keep doing that we are definitely not going to be taking things slow.” Nick said.

Howie closed his eyes and moaned at the thought making love to Nick. “I don’t wanna take things slow.” Howie smiled teasingly. “Unless you want to go eat breakfast first.”

“You’re the only breakfast I need.” Nick growled he stood up and walked over to the bed. He laid Howie down gently on the plush hotel bed spread.

“You know I believe I am wearing to many clothes.” Howie grinned.

Nick smiled, “I believe you are right.”

Nick slowly ran his hands down over Howie’s silk shirt. “Did I ever tell you how much I love these silk shirts on you.:

Howie shook his head. “No tell me.”

Nick leaned down and nibbled on Howie’s ear “ I love these silk shirts on you so much that every time I saw you in one it made me so hard. I just wanted to run to you and fuck you.”

Howie groaned he couldn’t believe the things that Nick was saying to him. “Nick please make love to me.”

Nick lifted his head and looked into Howie’s eyes “Are you sure this is what you want?”

Howie nodded. “Yes I am sure this is what I want.” He looked hesitantly at Nick. “Are you not sure?”

Nick looked at Howie and smiled, “You’re what I have been dreaming of for so long.” He ran a finger down Howie’s cheek. “ I just wanted to make sure that you wanted this with me because I know I am no where neat good enough for you.”

Howie couldn’t believe what he was hearing this angel thought he wasn’t good enough. He ran his fingers through Nick’s hair. “You’re perfect for me. You’re smart, Beautiful, funny and so talented.”

Nick blushed, “ I am none of those things.”

Howie nodded. “You are.”

“I love you.” Nick murmured. He leaned down and kissed Howie slowly and gently

Howie groaned and deepened it. This was his fantasy come true.

Nick unbuttoned Howie’s silk shirt slowly. Gently caressing the skin as it was revealed to him. When Nick had Howie’s shirt completely off he whispered “God your beautiful.”

Howie mewled, “Nicky please need you I’ve been for so long.”

Nick worked on Howie’s pants next. He kissed around his belly button and casually dipped his tongue in.

Howie groaned and bucked up, “Oh god Nicky.”

Nick looked up at Howie. The look in Howie’s eyes was almost his undoing. He loved this look of passion on Howie’s face. As long as they were together he was going to make sure that look was always there.

“Nicky please…. Need you” Howie whispered. He thought he would be nervous being a virgin but now that the time was here he wasn’t scared at all.

Nick pilled Howie’s pants and boxers off in a swift motion. He gaped at the size of Howie’s cock. “Jesus baby you so big.” He fisted his hand around the bottom of Howie’s cock.

Howie cried out and arched upward “Oh my god Nick. MMM.” He writhed and gasped as Nick worked his fist up and down over his cock. “Oh god Nicky please I want you so much.”

Nick grunted. “Okay Just let me get some lube.” He jumped off the bed and went to the bathroom to get it out of his shaving kit. Walking back into the bedroom he stopped in the doorway looking at the site before him Howie looked like a god lying on Nick’s bed naked.

Howie watched Nick walk across the room he was Howie’s own personal wet dream. “MMM Nicky you are so sexy.” He smiled when Nick blushed. Opening his arms Howie welcomed Nick back into the bed.

Nick lubed up a finger and circled Howie’s quivering hole. Carefully sliding his finger in Nick groaned at how tight and hot Howie was. He worked fingers in til he was up to 3. He had to make sure Howie was stretched enough so he didn’t hurt him.

“Oh please Nicky now. Please.” Howie whimpered

Nicky pulled his fingers out of Howie and lubed his extremely hard erection. He aligned himself with Howie’s well-stretched hole.

When he felt Nick pushing in Howie tensed. It was a reflex and he couldn’t make himself relax until he heard Nick cooing in his ear. “Relax baby. Let Me in so I can please you like I always wanted too.” Howie’s body turned to goo.

When Nick left Howie relax he pushed the rest of the way in and stopped so Howie could get use to his size.

Howie whimpered and wiggled “Please Nicky move…Need you.” He whimpered and arched into each Nick’s thrusts. “Oh god Nicky…I’m going to CUMMMM.” Howie arched and came hard.

Nick thrusted into Howie once more hard and came deep inside Howie. He clasped on top of Howie his breath was ragged.

Howie laid in the afterglow with a smile on his face. He finally got what he had been wishing for. When his breathing returned he said to Nick. “I love you Nicky. You make me so happy.”

Nick lifted his head and looked at Howie. “I love you too Howie. You should have told me you had never been with a man before I would have made it more special.” He chided.

Howie smiled softly and traced Nicky’s cheekbone. “It was special because it was with you.” He kissed Nick softly.

Nick rolled on his back and pulled Howie into his side. He pulled the blanket over there naked bodies. They settled in for a nap they weren’t need till that evening.

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Kevin and AJ smiled at each other. They had gone to check on Nick and Howie when they heard them proclaim their love.

AJ smiled and looked at Kevin. “About time.”

Kevin smiled and kissed AJ. “Come on let’s go make a little love of our own.”

THE END