Title: More than Feelings

Author: Mystic & Amanda

E-mail: vanilla_fantasy99@yahoo.com

Pairing: Brandon and Dylan, Steve/David

Rating: NC-17

Summery: I am not really good with this kinda thing. So please just read it 

Series/Sequel: This is the sequel to Feelings

Archive: Yes

Disclaimer: I don't own anyone

Warning: MPREG!!! 

Dedication: I dedicated my last one to my grandma and I am dedicating this one to her too¼ so here ya go Grandma

 

 

Brandon walked into Dylan's home which with in the last month it became his home too. He sighed and laid his keys on the table by the door. He exhaustedly plopped down on the couch. This last month had been one hell of a wild ride. Brandon and Dylan came out about there relationship. Their friends welcomed it but a couple people namely Brenda and Kelly just couldn’t accept it but Brandon hadn’t expected them too. What he didn’t expect was how well his family took it. Sure they had been shocked at first but they eventually came around to it and welcomed Dylan. They had told Brenda after they told his parents and oddly enough it was his dad who came to their defense when she threw her fit.

 

Another thing that happened during the last month was Steve and David came out and told everyone about their relationship. It had really surprised everyone that Steve was gay. He had always been such a woman chaser. He explained to everyone that it had been just a lot of talk to cover up his true feelings for David. He had thought David was in love with Donna but at a party one night David had walked up to Steve and kissed. Steve had finally figured out where David’s true feelings had been all along.

 

Brandon looked out the window behind the couch when he heard a car pull up in the driveway. It was David. ‘Wonder what he wants?’ He stood and walked over to door. At David’s knock Brandon opened the door and frown. David was crying and shaking. “David what’s wrong?” He took his hand pulled into the living room. “Is it Steve?”

 

David shook his head, “No not really.” He sighed and hung his head. “I haven’t been feeling well lately. Remember Steve telling you about it?”

 

Brandon nodded, “Yea. I remember. Why don’t you sit?”

 

David smiled, “Thanks. Anyway I went to the doctor today to see if it was the flu or what.”

 

"What did the doctor say?"

 

"I...I have to get another test done."


"What kind of test?"

 

"A....a pregnancy test."

 

Brandon stared at David for a few moments...stunned.

 

"Have you told Steve?"

 

"I wasn't going to tell him until I knew for certain."

 

"Ok. When are you getting the test done?"

 

"Today. I just...I can't go by myself."

 

"Well your not. I'm going to go with you."

 

"Really?"

 

Brandon sat down next to David and pulled him into a hug.

 

"Of course I will. Hell I'll even take the test with you."

 

"Thanks Brand. You’re a true friend."

 

*at the doctor's office....

 

"I can't believe you actually took the test with me."

 

"Hey...I said I would."

 

"I didn't think you two even had sex yet."

 

"Oh we did...."

***************

Brandon and David sat beside each other in the doctor*s office. Each one praying for a good outcome. Both praying for the same thing that their lovers wouldn*t have a fit if there was going to be a new addition to the world. They both looked up and held there breath has the door to the office opened.

"Well I have both of your results. Would you like to be here together to hear them or privately?" Dr. Martin asked.


David spoke up and said, "together. I don’t know if I could handle this by myself." He fidgeted in his seat. It took all of his will not to get up and pace the floor. He didn*t know what he hoped for. He wanted a child..No he wanted Steve’s child but was now the right time. Steve partied an awful lot.

Brandon wasn’t really worried about the test. Well he was worried a little what if he was pregnant. What would Dylan say? We’re they really ready for a child? The more he thought about it the more he wanted to fidget like David. "What*s the verdict Doctor?"

Doctor Martin sighed, "I’m afraid you’re both very pregnant."

David sighed and closed his eyes. "Oh god." He felt tears slowly run down his cheeks.

Brandon sat in shock, "I’m pregnant." He didn’t know what to do. They had been so careful. *Oh god what*s Dylan going to say?*

Doctor Martin sighed. It wasn’t easy to give such young people news like this. "There are the options available you know adoption and abortion. Although I strongly suggest you talk to the father before you make any decisions."

Both men nodded their head.

Doctor Martin stood, "Please take as much time as you need. You’ll both need to make an appointment with me again for next week. No matter what your decision is. Understood?"

Again both men just nodded.

     

      David wiped the tears from his face, “Bran.”

 

      Brandon looked over at his clearly upset friend. “Yea David.”

 

      David sighed and rubbed his eyes, “Can I tell Steve at your house? I don’t want to do this alone. I don’t know what I’m going to do. What if Steve doesn’t want this baby or me after this. I don’t want to lose him.”

 

       Brandon did the only thing he could do. He stood up and pulled David into his arms. “Calm down. It’s going to be okay. I’ll call Dylan and tell him to call Steve over to the house. We’ll do this together. I promise.”


    David nodded, “Okay Bran. I can’t lose Steve. I love him.”

 

     Brandon nodded, “I know.” He didn’t know what else to say to comfort David when he was having the same anxiety. “Let’s go out to the car and I’ll make the phone call. We’ll take the long way home. Give Steve time to get there.”

 

    David nodded, “Okay.” He walked behind Brandon out of the doctor’s office. Stopping at the registration desk. He let Brandon make him an appointment because he couldn’t think at the moment. He walked slowly out of the office. “I think I’m going to lose him Bran.”

 

    Brandon shook his head, “Don’t talk like that. You’re not going to lose him.” He unlocked the car and watched as his emotionally drained friend slid into the passenger side. He laid his head on the top of the car. ‘Dylan I hope you’re home because I need you.’ He opened up his door and got in. Sighing he picked up his phone and punched in memory 1. After 3 rings Dylan picked up. “Hey honey its me.”

 

     David looked over at Brandon wonder how he could so calm and collected. He looked closer at Brandon and saw his hands were shaking. It made him feel better that he wasn’t the only one nervous as hell. He listened to the phone conversation. Apparently Steve was already at Dylan’s place. He heard Brandon tell Dylan to have Steve stay at the house because they were coming.

 

    Brandon hung up the phone and sighed, “Steve’s already at the house so he’ll be there when we get there. Would you still like to take the long way around?”

 

     David shook his head, “No I would like to get this over with.” His voice was rasp from the tears he was holding back.

 

     Brandon nodded, “Okay.” He put the car in drive and took off towards Dylan’s.

 

                                                      *********************

 

     It took about 20 minutes to get from the doctor’s office. It had to be the longest 20 minutes of either man’s life. Pulling up into the driveway Brandon turned off the ignition and just sat there. “We have to go in sometime. If we sit here very long they’re going to know something’s wrong.”

 

      David nodded and opened his car door. He tried to put a less grief stricken face on but he just couldn’t muster even a half smile. He let Brandon walk ahead of him. He couldn’t bring himself to do anything more the shuffle again.

 

     Brandon walked ahead of David and opened the door. He heard his boyfriend and Steve laughing in the living room. ‘At least they’re in a good mood.’ He reached back and held David’s hand. He gave a gentle friendly squeeze.

 


    David felt a little better since Brandon was going to be there. He didn’t know what he would have done if he had to do this alone. He looked over to the couch and saw Steve’s smile turn into a frown. He took a deep breath. “Hey.”

 

   Steve frowned, “Hi sweetie.” He knew something was up from the look on David’s and Brandon’s faces. “What’s going on?”

 

   Brandon sighed and turned to David, “Listen I’m going to talk to Dylan in the kitchen. You stay here in the living room and talk to Steve.”

 

   David shook his head, “No please I can’t do this alone.” He held on to Brandon’s hand tighter. “Please you said you’d be here.”

 

   Brandon nodded, “I am going to be here. I’ll just be in the other room. I promise to come right out if need be okay. You can do this just be strong.” He slid his hand out of David’s. “It’ll be okay.” He turned toward Dylan, “ I need to talk to you in the kitchen please.”

 

  Dylan looked at Brandon strange but nodded, “Okay.” He followed Brandon into the kitchen.

 

   David stood frozen in spot not looking at Steve. ‘Oh god what am I going to do. I’m going to lose him.’ He jumped when he felt hands on his arms. He looked at Steve’s troubled agaze. He shivered and feared this would be the last time he’d see Steve’s perfect blue eyes.

 

   Steve was starting to get really worried now. “David what is it? Tell me what’s going on.”

 

    David stepped away from Steve and sat in the chair that Dylan had vacated not a minute ago. “Remember how I told you had a doctor’s appointment today to see why I had been sick lately.”

 

   Steve nodded.

 

     David continued quietly, “Well they did the usual standard tests and they didn’t find anything. So the doctor decided to do more tests. They wanted me to take a...” He paused the whispered even more quietly, “pregnancy test.”

 

     Steve’s eyes grew impossibly wide and his mouth fell open. He didn’t say anything.

 

     David sighed but pressed on, “I was so scared and I couldn’t find you so I came here. I asked Brandon to go with me. He said he would go with me. So he and I went to the doctor’s office and I had the test.” He looked up at Steve. “I’m pregnant Steve.”

 

     Steve’s mouth fell open again. “YOU’RE WHAT!! How can you be pregnant? We’re always careful. What did you do! How could you do this to me!”

 


     David felt the tears well up in his eyes at what Steve was saying. He knew this was going to happen. He was going to lose the one thing that matter most to him in the whole world. Steve. He sat back and let Steve yell at him.

 

     Steve paced back and forth, “Jesus Christ David what the hell were you thinking? We can’t have a fucking kid now! We’re only 22. We’re just able to party and do all the funny shit! We can’t be strapped down with a kid. Damn it David!!”

 

    David burst into tears. He sobbed and cried at all the hurtful things Steve was saying. How could the man he loved say all these things. “Steve...”

 

    Steve shook his head, “No David I don’t even hear your excuses! I have to get out of here!” He grabbed his coat and slammed out the door. He left David sobbing violently in the chair.

 

                                           ******************************

 

 Brandon and Dylan ran into the living room after they heard the door slam. They also heard all thing things Steve said to David.. They found David in the chair sobbing his heart out. Brandon pulled him into a hug.

 

“Shhh David it’s going to be ok.”

 

“How Brandon. How is it going to be ok? I lost him. I’ll have to raise this baby all by myself.”

 

“No you won’t. You are going to stay here with us.”

 

David at them, the tears still falling down his face.

 

“Really? You would let me stay here?”

 

“Oh course David! Your our friend and we love you.” Dylan said, pulling David and Brandon into a group hug.

 

“Come on Dav, you can lie down in our bed while I talk to Dylan.”

 

“O ok.”

 

Brandon lead David to their room and got him settled. It didn’t take David long before he fell alseep.

 

Dylan looked up at Brandon as he came into the room.

 

“Is he going to be ok?”

 


“I don’t know. I feel so bad that I can’t say anything to him to make him feel better.”

 

Dylan pulled Brandon into his lap and kissed him.

 

“I know hun. So I heard you got checked out too. Anything I should know?”

 

Brandon fell silent and Dylan became worried.

 

“Baby...You can tell me.”

 

“I’m scared to.”

 

“Why? I love you. I’m not going anywhere.”

 

“Dylan...I...I...”

 

Dylan kissed Brandon again.

 

“Baby just tell me.”

 

“I’m pregnant.”

 

Dylan pulled away a bit so he could look into Brandon’s eyes.

 

“We...We’re going to have a baby.?”

 

“Yes.”

 

Dylan smiled and pulled Brandon into a tight hug.

 

“Oh baby...I’m so happy.”

 

Brandon smiled and hugged Dylan tighter.

 

“But...How did it happen baby?”

 

“It only takes one time....”

 

*Flash back.....

 

They were back at Dylan’s house, Brandon holding Dylan in his arms.

“I love you Dylan. I love you so much.”

 


“I love you too. This is nice. You and me here on the couch.”

 

Dylan laid his head on Brandon’s chest. “What are you going to tell your parents and Brenda about us?”

 

Brandon tightened his arms around Dylan, “I don’t know. I am going to tell them though. I don’t want this to be a secret. We’ll end up hating each other or something.”

 

Dylan sighed and closed his eyes, “You know how your dad acted when I dated Brenda. What makes you think that he’s going to be any different with me wanting to date. Especially since this is a homosexual relationship.”

 

Brandon sighed, “Don’t worry about that now. Just think about us now.” He shifted around so they were cuddled into the couch. “So what do you want to do?”

 

Dylan shrugged, “How about we just lay here and watch some tv.”

 

Brandon nodded, “Sure.” He grabbed the remote from behind his head and handed it to Dylan. “Here you find something. I’m happy with whatever.”

 

Dylan nodded and flipped through the channels and settled on a movie. “What about this?”

 

Brandon nodded, “Cool.”

 

They settled and watched the opening credits of the movie. Both of them had things on their minds so the movie just seemed to be background noise. It was about half way through the movie when Dylan got restless. “Bran do you want something to eat?”  He looked up and smiled Brandon had fallen asleep. He got up and walked to the kitchen for a glass of water.  His mind wandered as he stood there. He thought back to the beach when he told Brandon that he deserved flowers and romance. “He does and I’m going to give it to him.”

 

Dylan walked into the bathroom and started filling the tub. He added a few drops of vanilla scented oil to the water. Then he arranged the few candles that he had around the tub. When he was satisfied with the tub’s fullness he shut the taps off and lit the candles. Shutting the over head lights off he head out to the living room to wake Brandon.

 

Brandon was just waking up when Dylan was walking back into the room. “Hey Baby.”

 

Dylan smiled, “Hey sleepy head.”

 

Brandon blushed, “Sorry about that.” He sat up on the couch and stretched. He yawned. “So what are we doing now?”

 


Dylan smiled and beckoned Brandon to him. He wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled him into a hug, “We’re going to take a bath.”

 

Brandon frowned, “What?”

 

Dylan smiled, “We’re going to take a bath.” He pulled Brandon along with him into the bathroom.

 

Brandon gasped when he saw all the candles. “Oh Dylan. Its beautiful.”

 

Dylan smiled, “I told you deserved candles. Well I said candles and roses but I didn’t have the roses so we’ll have to get those another time.” He pulled his T-shirt off over his head. “Well you getting in here with me?”

 

Brandon stared for a minute and nodded. He stripped off his clothes and walked over to the tub. He was more then a little aware that he was naked for the first time in front of Dylan. “Why does it smell like vanilla in here?”

 

Dylan walked over to the tub completely naked. “It’s the oil in the water.” He stepped into the deep tub and held out a hand to Brandon, “Come on.”

 

Brandon took his hand and stepped into the tub. He settled against the back of the tub and pulled Dylan down between his legs. “You know this is the most romantic thing I’ve ever done.”

 

Dylan smiled, “This is the most romantic thing I’ve ever done for anyone.”

 

Brandon smiled and kissed the side of Dylan’s neck. He picked up the sponge from the side of the tub and swished it around the water. He squeezed it over Dylan’s chest.

 

Dylan moaned and arched forward. “Brandon.” He said in a whimper.

 

Brandon let the sponge go in the water. He kissed Dylan’s shoulder, “You know this bath is really great but I can think of something else I’d rather be doing.”

 

Dylan turned his head and smiled, “You mean finish what we started at the beach?”

 

Brandon nodded, “Yea.”

 

Dylan shuddered at the heat he saw in Brandon’s eyes. He stood and stepped over the side of the tub. He held out his hand for Brandon to take. “Come on honey. We’ll finish what we started at the beach.”

 

Brandon took his hand and step out of the tub and followed Dylan out of the bathroom and into the bedroom. It was all perfect.

 


*End Flashback*

 

Dylan smiled, “I remember every moment of that night. It was perfect just like this baby.”

 

Brandon smiled, “I love you.”

 

Dylan snuggled closer to Brandon, “I love you too.”               

      

* next day

 

The guys were sitting down watching t.v when there was a knock on the door. Dylan got up and opened the door. He was surprised to see that it was Steve.

 

“Steve? What are you doing here?”

 

“Hey Dyl. Can I come in?”

 

“I guess.”

 

Dylan opened the door and let Steve in. Steve followed him into the living room. David looked up and was surprised to see Steve standing there.

 

“Steve?! What are you doing here?”

 

“Hey David. Can I talk to you for a second?”

 

David was a little hesitant before he answered.

 

“Sure.”

 

Steve followed David into the kitchen.

 

“So...what do you want to talk about?”

 

“Look...I am sorry for what I said yesterday. I...I over reacted.”

 

“You hurt me Steve. You hurt me really bad.”

 

“Look I know I messed up. Can...can we just go back to how we were before?” Steve asked holding out his hand, hoping that David would take it.

 

David was a little hesitant about taking Steve’s hand. He was hurt by what Steve said...but he also loved him. He took Steve’s hand and squeezed it.


“But we can’t go back.”

 

“Yes we can David. You can get an abortion and then we can go back to how we were before baby.”

 

David stepped back from Steve in shock.

 

“You...want me...to have...an abortion?” David asked angerly.

“Come on David...do you actually think that we can take care of this baby?”

 

“Yes I do. If you would open your damn eyes you would see that this is a beautiful thing.”

 

“If you loved me at all David you will do this!”

 

David hand reached out and slapped Steve across the face.

 

“Go to hell Steve! This has been about you the whole fucking time. If you gave a shit about me you would not make me do this. Yes I love you I really do...But if you do not want this baby that I will raise it. Even if it means being without you.”

 

David turned from Steve and stormed back into the house with tears streaming down his face. Steve wasn’t that far behind.

 

“David...DAVID! Get back here now!”

 

“I have nothing to say to you Stephen.”

 

Steve reached out and grabbed David’s arm.

 

“Well I have something to say to you.”

 

“Let go on me Steve!”

 

“No not until you listen to me.”

 

“Steve let him go!” Dylan said, coming from behind Steve.

 

Steve let go of David and glared at Dylan.  David took the opportunity to escape to the bedroom, Brandon not far behind him.

 

“Are you out of your god damn mind causing him so much stress. He could lose the baby." Dylan said.

 

“Good.”


 

Dylan punched Steve in the stomach and Steve fell to the ground.

 

"Your being an asshole Steve. How could you storm out of here like that yesterday. David was so vulnerable. He just find out he was going to be a parent and now you are making him think that he is going to be a single parent. David is just as scared as you are. Maybe more so because if your aren’t around he’ll do this by himself”

Dylan picked Steve up.

 

“Get out.”

 

“Dyl...”

 

“I said get out now.”

 

Steve looked at one of his closest friends with a little bit of sadness in his eyes. Then he followed Dylan’s wishes and left.

 

*later that night...

 

“Hello?”

 

“I have an appointment to see MY baby in a week. Since you are the father I thought you should know. I will let you know when the baby is born. Good-bye Stephen.”

 

“David wait...”

 

“Why? You gonna yell at me some more?”

 

“No more yelling. I just...I’m sorry.”

 

“It’s a little late for that Steve. You wanted me to get an abortion. I am having this child. Stephen.”

 

“I know David. I know that. I didn’t want to hurt you. I do love you David.”

 

“I don’t know what to tell you. I want to be with you Steve. But if you won’t accept our baby then we can’t be together.”

 

"I want to try David. Please let me try."


David sighs "I don't know Steve."

"Please let me prove it to you. Prove that I want to try."

"Okay. Prove it to me by coming to the Doctor's appointment"

Steve sighed, "Okay I will be there. I do love you David."

David sniffled, "I love you too Steve."

*NEXT DAY

 

Brandon and Dylan sat together in the waiting room of the doctor’s office. They were holding hands and trying to wait patiently for their turn to see the doctor but they were both excited and nervous at the same time. The appointment was going to include an ultrasound. They were going to see how far along Brandon was. Hopefully see the baby as well.

 

David sat by himself on the couch in front of them. He had talked to Steve the night before and told him about the appointment. He was sure if Steve was going to come or not. He had said he would try and make it. Sure they had made up from both of the fights that they had but things were still a little shaky between them. He sighed and looked over at Brandon and Dylan. They had been so nice to him. They let him stay at their house. He wished he and Steve had what they had.

 

Brandon saw the dejected look on his friend’s face and whispered to Dylan, “Offer to go in with David. He should have someone to share it with.” He squeezed Dylan’s hand and smiled at him.

 

Dylan nodded. He looked over at David, “Hey you want me to go in with you? You don’t have to go in a lone. If Brandon is done before you go in we can both go with you.”

 

David was about to talk when a voice from the door said, “That won’t be nesscary.” He looked over and smiled, “Steve.”

 

 Steve shifted nervously, “I’m sorry I’m late but I...”

 

David stood up and walked over to him, “You’re not late at all.” He hugged Steve tight. He whispered, “I’m so glad you could make it. I was worried you wouldn’t come.”

 


Steve wrapped his arms around David. He wasn’t going to tell him that he almost didn’t. He had sat in the parking a lot for about 10 minutes deciding whether or not to come in. Dylan’s words filtered into his brain, ‘David’s just as scared as you are. Maybe more so because if you aren’t around he’ll do this by his self.’       

 

“David Silver.”

 

David looked at Steve, “Are you sure you want to do this with me?”

 

Steve swallowed hard and nodded, “I’m sure.” He said he was but in his head he wasn’t sure. He followed David back the hallway to an examination room. He stood nervously in the corner of the room. He wasn’t sure what he was suppose to do.

 

The nurse smiled, “Hello. Mr. Silver please strip completely then put these scrub pants on. You may use the changing screen right over there if you like.” She pulled out the scrub pants and laid them on the exam table. “I’ll be back in a minute to get your weight and blood pressure.” She left swiftly.

 

David picked up the pants but just stood there.

Steve walked over to David, “You okay?”

 

David nodded and sighed, “Just scared.” He turned and looked at Steve, “I’m so glad you’re here I don’t think I could have done this with out you. I was getting ready to run out of here screaming.”

 

Steve placed a kiss on top of David’s head, “I’ll be here for you as much as I can.”

 

David nodded. He wasn’t sure what that meant but however he could have Steve in his life was okay by him. He walked over and stepped behind the changing screen. He had just got the scrubs on when the nurse came bustling back through the door with a quick knock.

 

The nurse set up the scale. “Okay. Hop up on here and I’ll take your weight.” She took his weight with a hmmmm. “Okay now hop up on the table and I’ll take your blood pressure.” She hooked him up to the machine and waited for it to beep. “Mmm. That’s a little high. You’ll have to watch your blood pressure and your stress levels. It isn’t good for the baby. Try to take it easy for a few days.” She wrote his blood pressure down. “Okay. The doctor will be in very shortly.” She took the scale back out the door with her.

 


David laid back on the table. ‘Keep your stress down she says. Yea right.’ He sighed and laid his hand over his stomach. It was a habit he had picked up since Steve and he had that argument about an abortion. ‘Well baby let’s see what you look like.”

 

Steve walked over and stood next to the bed, “I’m sorry David.” He saw David stiffen, “I’m sorry that caused you so much stress.”

 

David shook his head, “Its alright. No harm done for now but it can’t continue.”

 

Steve nodded, “I know. I promise to try harder.”

 

There was a knock on the door and Doctor Martin came striding in. “Hello David. How are we today?”

 

David nodded, “I’m okay I guess. Doctor this is Steve he’s the baby’s dad.”

 

Doctor Martin held out his hand to Steve, “Hello Steve its nice to meet you. I see by your chart David that you blood pressure is up a little high. I guess Steve will have to pamper you for the next few days.” He winked at Steve.

 

Neither David nor Steve said a word just smiled.

 

Doctor Martin put down David’s folder and turned to the two men. “Well how about we see your baby and how far along you are.” He pulled David’s pants down to just above the groin. “This will probably be a little cold.” He rubbed gel over David’s belly. “Okay. You’ll be able to see your baby on this monitor. I’ll point out different things to you. Hopefully we’ll be able to see a good picture of the baby. Before we get started I just wanted to tell you that we will be able to give you pictures of the baby. As many as you like.”

 

David and Steve nodded, “Okay.”

 

Doctor Martin smiled, “Okay here we go.” He laid the scope on David’s belly and began moving it around looking for the baby. He found the baby up near David’s ribs. “Here is the baby. Judging from the look of the baby I’d say you are 4 months pregnant.” He moved the scope a little. “Would you like to know the sex of your baby?”

 


David looked at Steve, who was staring so intently at the monitor, “I’d like to know the sex please.”

 

Doctor Martin nodded, “Okay. The baby is a girl.” He ran his finger the length of the baby. “This is the baby’s head and these are the feet. See her moving her hand around. We’re lucky she is very active so we should get a good look at her. How about we take the picture of her with her hand in the air?”

 

David nodded as he watched his daughter wave. He felt the tears well up in his eyes. “Is she healthy?”

 

Doctor Martin studied the monitor closely, “Yes she appears to be healthy. Let me run the normal tests and I’ll answer questions.” He turned the sound up on the monitor and a gushing sound filled the room. “That’s the baby’s heartbeat. Would you like a copy of that too?

 

David and Steve both nodded.

 

Steve didn’t realize he was nodding or that he moved up to the bed an place his hand over David’s. He stared at the monitor at his daughter. He had a daughter. ‘Oh god.’ He sobbed quietly. He almost lost this with his arrogance and stubbornness.

 

Doctor Martin finished checking the baby over. “Okay. The baby is very healthy. She is developing at the normal rate. She is the prefect size for her age.” He saved the pictures to a disk and turned the monitor off. “Are there any questions?”

 

Steve and David shook their heads no.

 

Doctor Martin nodded, “Okay then. David you can go ahead and get dressed. I’ll have the nurse print out your pictures for you and you can’t get them when you stop to make your new appointment. I want to see you in say 4 weeks. If anything happens or you have any problem’s at all call me. Okay?”

 

David nodded, “Yes doctor.” When the doctor left the room David got of the table grabbed some napkins to wipe off his stomach. He went behind the curtain to change back into his regular clothes. When he was dressed and came back out he looked at Steve. He frown when he noticed Steve was still staring at the monitor, “Steve are you okay?”

 

Steve nodded and choked on a sob, “I’m so sorry baby. I’m so sorry.” He walked over to David and pulled him to a tight hug. He laid his head on David’s shoulder. “I’m sorry I asked you to get an abortion. I’m sorry I was being an asshole to you. I’m sorry I wasn’t more understanding.”


David held on to Steve has he cried, “Sshhh hun. Its okay. I forgive you. I just want you and I to be happy.”

 

Steve nodded and pulled back, “We will be happy. I promise I’ll do the best I can to make you and our daughter happy.”

 

David smiled and sniffed, “We have daughter.”

 

Steve smiled and held on to David tight. “Let’s go tell Brandon and Dylan.”

 

David nodded, “Okay.”

 

The walked out to the reception desk and made their desk appointment and picked up the baby’s first pictures. Walking out into the waiting room they smiled at Brandon and Dylan. “We’re having a girl.”

 

Brandon and Dylan smiled. “That’s wonderful. Are you two back together?”

 

David and Steve held on to one another and nodded. “Yes we are. I’m not letting him or our daughter down again.” Steve declared.

 

David showed off the pictures until Brandon’s name was called. “Good luck.”

 

Brandon and Dylan smiled and walked through the door that lead back to the examination rooms.

 

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Brandon and Dylan followed the nurse back to an examination room. “Please put these scrubs on and hop on the table. I’ll be back to take your blood pressure and weight.” The nurse laid the scrubs on the table and left the room.

 

  Brandon looked at Dylan and smiled shakily. “You nervous?”

 

  Dylan looked up from the floor and at Brandon, “Yea I’m nervous but everything is going to be okay. The baby is going to be perfect because you’re the daddy and its going to look like you. Just like you.” He smiled at hugged Brandon tight. “Now go get changed into those scrubs. I wanna see our baby.”


   Brandon smiled and nodded. He went behind the privacy screen to change.

 

   Dylan laughed, “Isn’t it a little late for privacy? I mean if I hadn’t seen you naked. We wouldn’t have to be here.”

 

   Brandon peeked out around the screen and stuck his tongue out.  “This isn’t for you. What if the doctor comes in and I’m not dressed?”

 

    Dylan was going to say something but the nurse came back in at that moment. He looked up in time to see Brandon’s ‘I told you so’ look. He just shook his head.

 

     The nurse smiled, “Are you ready?”

 

      Brandon stepped out from behind the screen. “Yes ma’am I’m ready.” He stepped up on the scale and noticed his weight. He groaned in his head and thought about the extra 30 or 50 pounds. He turned his attention back to nurse who was staring at him., “I’m sorry what?”

 

     Dylan snickered.

 

      The nurse smiled politely, “Please seat on the table so I can take your blood pressure.”

 

       Brandon blushed and hopped up on the table. He laid his arm out for her to take his blood pressure.

 

        The nurse smiled, “Perfect blood pressure. I think the doctor is going to be pleased with everything.” She smiled and left writing in Brandon’s file. 

 

        Brandon laid back on the bed and waited for the doctor to come in. He looked over at Dylan. “So what are you going to think when I’m 50 pounds heavier?”

 

        Dylan walked over and picked up his lover’s hand. “I’m going to think you’re even more beautiful then you are now. You’ll always be beautiful to me.”

 

       Brandon smiled and sniffled, “Is it to early to blame my emotions on the pregnancy?”


 

       Doctor Martin stepped into the room, “Yes it is but that was so sweet I think I might cry as well.”

 

       Dylan laughed. “Thanks doc.”

 

       Doctor Martin shrugged, “No problem.”  He looked over Brandon’s folder. “You’re weight and blood pressure are very good.” He laid the folder down and smiled, “Would you like to see your baby now?”

 

       Brandon and Dylan nodded enthusiastically.

 

        Doctor Martin started the monitor back up from his session with David Silverman. “So did you see Mr. Silver’s baby?”

 

         Brandon nodded, “Yes we did. Can we have pictures too?”

 

         Doctor Martin nodded, “Of course you can.” He rubbed the gel over Brandon’s belly. “Okay on this monitor you will see your baby. The sound that you’ll here is he baby’s heart beat.” He ran the scope over Brandon’s stomach and came across two objects. “Hmm. Well this is certainly unexpected.”

 

           Brandon frowned, “What? What is it? Is the baby okay?”

 

            Doctor Martin nodded, “Yes everything is fine. Its just well you seem these two masses right here?”

            

             Brandon and Dylan nodded, “Yes.”

 

             Doctor Martin sighed and pointed at the monitor, “Well it looks like you’re going to have twins. Mr. Walsh. If you listen you’ll here the two heart beats.” They listened and heard the definite sound of two heart beats. He smiled at the shocked looks on their faces, “Would you like to know the sex of your children?”

 


           Brandon looked up at Dylan, who was staring at the monitor. He wasn’t even blinking, “Babe would you like to know the sex?” When he didn’t get an answer he chuckled, “Yes we’d like to know.”

 

           Doctor Martin nodded, “Okay it looks like you’re having a girl and a boy.” He smiled at Brandon when they heard a thump. “I think we lost him.”

 

            Brandon laughed loudly, “I think we better call the nurse for him.” He looked over the side of the bed then at the monitor, “Well babies I think you’re Papa is in shock.” He laughed again.

          Doctor Martin opened the door to the room, “Nurse could you get some smelling salts for Mr. McKay. He just found out that he’s having twins.” He closed the door to the sound chuckling.

 

          A few seconds later the nurse from before came in with a tiny stick of smelling salts. She broke it and waved it under his nose. She smiled when Dylan came to saying ‘twins.’ She helped him stand up, “I’ll take him out to the waiting room. He can sit down until the exam is over.”

 

        Brandon nodded, “Okay. Sit him with Steve and David. They should still be out there.”  He watched Dylan being lead out of them. He looked back at the doctor and shook his head.

 

        Doctor Martin smiled, “Most men do that when they find out that they are going to be the proud Papa of  twins.” He put the scope back on Brandon’s belly. “Now where were we? Aw yes here are the two kiddies.” He pointed to the screen, “Here is your little girl’s head and her feet. See she’s moving around.” He moved to the next little baby mass, “Here is your little baby boy. He’s moving his arms.” He looked at the two babies and listened to their heart beats, “Well Mr. Walsh you’re babies are very healthy and it looks like you’re about 5 months along.”

 

         Brandon smiled at his children, “They’re both healthy?”

 

         Doctor Martin nodded, “Yes they are. Please pass along this information to Mr. McKay please.”

 

      Brandon nodded, “Of course. He’s going to be pleased. Thank you very much.”

 

       Doctor Martin nodded, “Your most welcome. Please take your time getting dressed and stop out at the desk for your pictures and another appointment. If they’re any problems please call me.”

 

     Brandon nodded, “okay.”

 


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       The nurse slowly lead Dylan to the waiting room. She got him through the door and sighed. She was thank for the two young men coming over. “He’s had quite a shock. Could you please seat him on the couch?”

 

     Steve lead Dylan over to the couch and sat him down, “Dylan, man you okay?”

 

     Dylan mumbled something.

 

     David and Steve leaned in closer, “What?”

 

     Dylan mumbled louder, “Twins.”

 

     “TWINS?!” Steve and David shouted.

    Brandon, who had just came through the door from getting his pictures and making his appointment, smiled. “Yes twins. A girl and a boy.”

 

    David walked over and hugged Brandon, “Congratulations.”

 

    Brandon smiled and hugged back, “Thanks man. I’ll show you the pictures as soon as I make sure my boyfriend survived.” He walked over and stood in front of Dylan, “Babe you okay?”

 

    Dylan looked up and nodded, “Twins?”

 

     Brandon nodded and laughed, “Twins.”

 

     Dylan jumped up and picked Brandon up and hugged him. “Twins.”

 

     Brandon just hugged him back and laughed. 

                                              *****************************

     Dylan was putting dishes away when Brandon came from behind and wrapped his arms around him.

 


“I love you.”

 

Dylan turned around and gave Brandon a kiss.

 

“I love you too.”

 

“Let’s go outside.  It’s nice out. And you need to relax baby.”

 

“You’re the one that should be relaxing baby. You are the one that is carrying twins.”

 

“Will you just be quiet and come outside with me already?”

 

Dylan laughed and pulled Brandon outside. He sat down on the patio chair and pulled Brandon into his lap.

 

“OOF.  Someone’s gettin heavy baby.” Dylan joked, rubbing Brandon’s stomach.

 

“Well I am 5 and a half months pregnant with your children.”

 

“Not just mine babies....Ours.”

 

“I love you so much Dylan.”

 

“I love you too Brandon baby.”

 

They shared a sweet kiss full of love.

 

“You know, when I have these babies, a piece of both of us is going to live on forever.”

 

“Yeah...It’s it a great feeling.”

 

“But do you know what an even greater feeling is?”


Dylan nuzzled his head into Brandon’s neck.

 

“What baby?”

 

“Knowing that you will be here with me when everything happens. When our children our born, when our children start school, when they graduate highschool and start college....you will be here for them...and me.”

 

“I love you Brandon with all my heart and soul. I would never leave you or our children.”

Just then Brandon felt something kick inside of him.

 

“Dylan...I just felt one of the babies kick!”

 

“Where?”

 

Brandon took Dylan’s hand and placed it on his stomach.

 

“Right here.”

 

Dylan’s eyes lit up.

 

“I feel it to baby.”

 

Brandon felt his heart tighten when he saw the light in Dylan’s eyes.

 

“Dylan. I want to ask you something...and I kinda have a speech with it to so please left me finish before you say something ok.”

 

“Oh course baby.”

 


“Ok...Here it goes. I love you so much. I don’t know what I did to get you, but I thank whatever god is listening that decided that I should have you. You have done so much for me and for our children. You could have been like Steve was and leave me...but you didn’t. You stayed with me and you take care of me. You stayed when I have my mood swings and my 3am cravings...you did everything you could to make sure I was safe and happy. You never complain and you do everything with a smile on your face.”

 

Brandon reached into his pocket and pulled out a ring.

 

“I guess what I have been tryin to get at here is..Dylan, will you marry me?”

 

Dylan look at Brandon with tears in his eyes.

 

“Oh yes baby...I will.”

 

Brandon had tears in his own eyes as he placed the ring on Dylan’s hand. He leaned up and kissed Dylan.

 

“I love you.”

 

“I love you too baby.”

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   Steve stirred the pot of pasta that he was cooking for David. It was hard to decide what to make for dinner because David had a lot of different cravings but this week David had been wanting pasta. He set about putting the pasta in boiling water and stirring the sauce. He had boughten meatballs but no one had to know that. He put the sparkling apple cider in the refrigerator to get chilled. He had given alcohol with David and he had been surprised at how easy he had been. Once he set his mind to being sober for David and his unborn daughter it was easy.

 

     Checking the pasta one last time he left the kitchen to set up the dining room. He placed tall white pillar candles in the center of the table. Everything had to be perfect for tonight. He was going to pop the question to David. They were going to be a family and if that meant no more partying then so be it. He walked into the kitchen when the oven timer went off signaling the frozen blueberry pie was done.

“Shit! I forgot whipped cream.” He got hard thinking about how they used the last of the whipped cream. “No I don’t know have time for that now.” He had to get his head back on track he only had about 15 minute more minutes before David was going to be home.

 


     He drained the pasta and put it in a big serving bowl. He spooned sauce over the top of it. “Prefect.” He grabbed the bowl of pasta in one hand and the bottle of shredded parmesan in the other. He walked into the dining room and set the bowl and bottle on the table. “Now all I need is the glasses and the bread.” He opted for rolls instead of garlic bread because garlic wasn’t agreeing with David this month. Soon the basket of oven warmed rolls joined the pasta and chilled sparkling apple cider.

 

   Perfect timing too because as soon as the Steve was done lighting the candles David’s car came into the driveway. “Alright Steve man you can do this. You love David and you love your daughter. This is the right thing to do.”

 

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   David came into the house and shut the door. He sniffled and smelled tomato sauce. ‘Oh Steve made dinner. Excellent I’m starved. Hope he made a lot.’ He walked into the dining room and gasped. “Steve?” He looked over at Steve and smiled. Steve was dressed in dress pants and a button down shirt. “What’s going on?”

 

  Steve smiled, “We’re having a in the house date. I made dinner and I even bought a blueberry pie and baked it myself.” He was proud of that pie even if he did buy it. He had never gone so far out for some one but then this wasn’t just anyone this was David.

 

   David smiled with tears in his eyes, “Its really beautiful Steve. You shouldn’t have gone through so much trouble.” He walked over and kissed Steve tenderly on the lips. “So what are you having?”  He took in the beautiful scene.

 

   Steve smiled, “Well I made pasta and tomato sauce with fresh rolls for the bakery. I bought a frozen blueberry pie. I forgot the whipped cream but it should be okay without it.” He pulled out David’s chair. “Here seat down and rest. I’ll serve you up some food. I didn’t put much extra garlic because I know it isn’t agreeing with out this month.”

 

   David smiled, “What’s very nice of you. Thanks. Now serve me up some food. We’re starving.

 

   Steve nodded, “You got it baby. So what did you do today?”

 

   David went into detail about shopping around for a few baby things and picked out a couple different cribs for them to look at later. “Its so much easier to shop when you know what the sex of the baby is. Those people who don’t want to know are crazy. There so much different stuff out there.”

 

   Steve nodded and set a plate full of food in front of David. “There you go baby.”

 


   David nodded, “Thanks.” He took a bite and groaned, “Delicious sweetie.”

 

   After dinner was ate and the pie was gone Steve stood up and walked over to the stereo. He put on some slow romantic jazz music. Walking back over to David he held his hand out, “Dance with me?”

 

   David laid his hand in Steve’s. He moved his body as close to Steve’s as be possibly could with the little bulge in between them. He laid his head on Steve’s shoulder. “This is perfect.” He sighed. They had there ups and downs but now things were going exactly right.

 

  Steve squeezed David a little then pulled back a little from David. ‘Well it’s not or never.’ He dropped to his knees and held on to David’s hands.  “Yes it is perfect. I’m sorry it hasn’t always been and I’m sorry about all the things that happened when you found about the baby. I promise to be there for you and love you for the rest of my life. David Silverman will you do me the honor and marry me?” He produced a ring box from his pocket and opened it. Inside was a beautiful 24 karat gold ring with a diamond in the middle.

 

    David gasped and choked on a sob, “Oh Steve.” He dropped to his knees and hugged him tight. “Yes I’ll marry you.” He felt a sob rack through Steve’s body. “I love you so much Steve.” He said through tears.

 

    Steve clung to David, “ I love you too. I promise forever.”

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Brandon and Dylan stood in the door-way of the newly finished baby room.

“Well baby, What do you think?”

Brandon wrapped Dylan in his arms and kissed him.

“I love it baby. And the kids will too.”

Dylan rubbed his hand over Brandon’s full stomach.

“I can’t wait till we are parents.”

“You can’t wait?! Your not the one carrying them!”

Dylan laughed and held Brandon close¼well as close as he could get.

“I love you Brandon.” Dylan whispered and kissed the top of Brandon’s head.

“I love you too baby.”


“Come on¼you need to rest baby.”

*LATER THAT NIGHT

Both boys were sleeping when Brandon shot up. He felt a sharp pain shoot through his body. He reached over to wake up Dylan.

“Dylan¼DYLAN!”

Dylan looked over at Brandon, not fully awake

“What is it? What’s going on?”

“Dylan the babies are coming.”

“Are you sure?”

Brandon held his stomach as another sharp pain shot through his body.

“Oh yeah¼I’m sure.”

Dylan was fully awake now.

“Ok. Come on baby. Let’s get you to the hospital.

Dylan reached for the phone and called the hospital, then he called David and Steve.

“Steve? Brandon went into labor. We are going to the hospital. Ok. See you there.”

*IN THE DELIVERY ROOM

"Come on baby. You can do it."

"I...I can't...too...tired."

"I know your tired baby...but you can do this. I know you can."

"Ok Mr. Walsh...I can see a head. One more push and this baby will be out."

"You hear that baby...one more push and we will have a baby."

"Yeah...but we still have one more to go."

Brandon squeezed Dylan's hand as he pushed.

"Ok. I have the baby."

The doctor cleaned the baby up and handed the baby to Dylan.

"Here is your son. We will let Mr. Walsh rest a few moments."


Dylan looked at Brandon with tears in his eyes.

"Oh baby...look, we have a son."

"How is he?"

"He's perfect.He has your beautiful green eyes. I love you so much Brandon." Being careful of his newborn son, Dylan leaned over and kissed Brandon.

"What are we gonna name him?"

"Marcus John."

"I love it."

Brandon squeezed Dylan hand as the pain came back full-force.

"Ok Mr. Walsh one more push and you will have a baby girl."

"Comme on baby. You can do it."

Brandon screamed and pushed."

"Congradulations...you now have a baby girl."

The doctor cleaned the baby girl up and handed her to Brandon.

"Oh baby, look. She has your beautiful brown eyes Dylan."

"Ok baby...I picked the name of the boy, Now you get to pick the name of the girl."

Brandon thought for a moment.

"How about Amanda?"

Dylan kissed Brandon.

"I love it."

"I am going to go out and tell David and Steve the news."

"Ok baby. I love you."

"I love you too."

Dylan walked out to the waiting room to Steve and David.

"How's Brandon?"

"He's great...a little tired. But he is so happy with the babies."


"Names?"

"Marcus John and Amanda."

"Aww they sound adorable."

"They are. The boy has Brandon's eyes and the girl has mine."

Just then a nurse came out and told Dylan that Brandon wanted him.

"Well...duity calls."

He turned around and headed back into the delivery room...and to his new family.

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David and Steve smiled as Dylan walked back into the delivery area. "Dylan looks like he is walking on air."

David nodded and smiled at his fiancé, "Yea he does. I*m so excited for them." He grabbed his stomach when another sharp pain ripped through him. He winced and gasped.

Steve looked at David and frowned, "You okay? You*ve been having pains since we got the call from Dylan. Is the excitement to much? Should we go home?"

David shook his head, "No I*m okay its probably just something I ate." He looked at the nurse stopped in front of them. "Can I help you?"

The nurse looked at her watch then back at the young man sitting in the chair. "I*ve been watching you since you came in for your friend. I*ve looked at my watch everytime you wince. Young man when are you do?"

David looked at the nurse funny, "I*m do in 3 more weeks. Why?"

The nurse smiled and said, "I think you*re in labor young man. You*re contractions are now 2 minutes apart."

David and Steve*s mouths fell open, "But we*re not prepared.. We didn*t bring anything and its to early."


The nurse smiled and tried to calm the young man down, "Its not to early if the baby is ready. Let me go get the doctor." She walked over to the counter where Dr. Martin was standing, "Doctor I think that young man is in labor over there. I*ve been timing his pains and they*re two minutes apart."

Doctor Martin walked over to where David and Steve were sitting. "The nurse tells me she thinks you*re in labor." He smiled at David*s fearful look. "Don*t worry its not to early."

David swallowed, "What should I do?"

Doctor Martin laughed, "Well you*re at the right place. Why don*t you come back to one of the free delivery rooms and I*ll check you out. It might be nothing."

Steve and David followed the doctor back the hallway that Dylan had walked down with Brandon. "Do you think David is in labor doc?" Doctor Martin shrugged, "We*ll find out." He pointed to the change screen and said, "Go behind there and change into this gown so it's easier for me to take a look then hop up on the table and we*ll have a look."

David walked behind the screen and with Steve’s help changed into the gown. He walked over and carefully slide up onto the table. He laid back so the doctor could have a look.

Just as the doctor was going to take a look, another pain ripped through David. David gasped and squeezed Steve's hand.

"Ok. There was 1 minute between the pains. You are definatly in labor now Mr. Silver."

David looked up at Steve, who squeezed his hand in support.

"You can do this baby. I know you can. I'll be right here the entire time."

"Ok Mr. Silver I need you to push."

David grabbed Steve's hand and pushed. Steve winced because David was squeezing so hard.

After he was done pushing David noticed that Steve's eyes had a little pain in them.

"I'm sorry I hurt your hand baby."

Steve looked down at David and smiled.

"It's ok baby. It's nothing compaired to the pain you are in."

"I love you Steve."


Steve leaned down and kissed David.

"I love you too baby."

David squeezed Steve's hand as yet another pain ripped through him. He pushed again.

"Ok Mr. Silver, One more push and you will have your baby girl."

Steve smiled.

"You hear that baby. One more push and we will have our baby."

"I...I'll try."

"You can do it baby."

Steve leaned down and kissed David. David squeezed Steve's hand and gave a final push.

As David collapsed on the bed he heard a cry.

"Congratulations, you have a baby girl."

Steve looked down at David beamingly.

"You did it baby. You did it."

The doctor placed the baby in David's arms.

David looked up at Steve with tears in his eyes.

"Oh baby....She is beautiful. She has your perfect blue eyes."

"She is beautiful baby. What are we going to name her?"

David thought for a moment.

"How about Julie Deanne?"

Steve leaned down and kissed David.

"It's perfect. Can I hold her?"

"Oh course you can baby."

David handed their baby girl to Steve. Steve looked down at his daughter.

"Hey beautiful. Welcome to our family. We are going to love you so much."

David looked at Steve and their daughter. Things were how they were suppose to be now.


Steve handed baby Julie back to her papa. “I’m going to see if I can find Dylan and Brandon and let them know about you having the baby.”

David nodded, “Okay babe.” As Steve was walking out he called to him, “See if Brandon and I can share a room.”

Steve nodded, “Okay baby. I’ll be back soon.” He walked out of the delivery room and down the hall toward the waiting room when he heard his name. He looked into the room and smiled when he saw Dylan holding a baby and Brandon holding the other.

Brandon frowned when he saw it was only Steve, “Where’s David?”

Steve smile widen and his eyes shone, “He just had the baby! It’s a little girl. Her name is Julie Deanne.”

Dylan and Brandon smiled at Steve, “That’s wonderful Steve.”

Steve nodded, “David is really happy. He was wondering if you guys could share a room.”

Brandon nodded, “Yea that’s fine with me. We’ll have to check with the hospital and see if they have rooms like that.”

Steve nodded and walked over closer to the bed. He looked at the baby girl in Brandon’s arms. “She is beautiful Bran.”

Brandon smiled, “Thanks Steve.” He moved the blanket away from baby Amanda’s face so Steve could get a better look.

Dylan walked around the bed and stood next to Steve. “This is Marcus John.” He shifted the baby so Steve could see his face.

Steve smiled, “He’s a handsome little guy.”

While they were talking Doctor Martin walked in and Steve took the opportunity to ask about the room.

Doctor Martin nodded, “Sure I don’t see anything wrong with that. In fact a double room just opened up. The two mothers and the children just went home today.”

Steve smiled, “Great. I’m going to go back to David. I’ll see you all later.” He walked from the room and back down the hall to the room where David was. He walked in and smiled at what he saw.

David sat on the end feeding baby Julie. He felt someone watching him and looked up. He smiled at Steve, “Hey baby.”

Steve smiled, “Hey. I talk to the doctor and he said that a double room opened up so you and Brandon can share a room.”

David smiled, “Excellent.” He looked down at Julie. “She’s perfect.”

Steve smiled at his fiancé. He walked over an first kissed David on the forehead the kissed their daughter on the top of the head. “Yes she is.”

                                                  *************************************

This was it. This was the day that they all planned for. They decided to all get married at the same time.

David was pacing around the room he shared with Brandon. They kept the tradition of staying in separate rooms the night before the wedding.


"David will you stop pacing. Your gonna wear a hole in the carpet." Brandon said jokingly.

"I can't. I'm so nervous. What if he changes his mind?"

"He is not going to change his mind. He loves you and he loves your daughter. He wants to be with you."

David looked at Brandon and smiled.

"Yeah...Guess it's just wedding jitters. How can you be so calm?"

"I'm not calm...I'm not just walking the lenght of the room 9 million times."

David grabbed a pillow and threw it at Brandon.

"Shut up."

Brandon laughed.

"Wow David...In less than an hour we will be starting our wedding ceramoney."

"I know. Thanks for letting Steve and I do this with you guys."

Brandon reached over and squeezed David's hand.

"We wouldn't have it any other way."

************************************************

"But what if he doesn't want this Dyl. What if he feels that this is what he should do, not what he wants to do."

"Steve, you gotta calm down. David wants this as much as you do. He loves you."

"I...I guess that I'm still scared that I screwed this up."

"He's forgiven you. It's time you forgave yourself."

"I can't help and wonder what would have happened if I didn't change."

Dylan sat down in front of Steve and took his hand.

"You don't have to. You did change and now you have a beautiful baby girl. And you are about to marry a man who loves you more than anything."

"How can you be so damn calm?"

"I am about to marry the man of my dreams and who just had my children...I'm scared shitless." Steve laughed and Dylan continued."But I know that me and Brandon were meant to be together and I would rather die than live without him."


"I feel that way about David."

"So don't worry about it. Everything is going to be ok."

"Thanks for being here Dylan. You've been a great friend."

"Any time man. Any time."

**************************************************

Steve and Dylan were standing at the alter, waiting for their future husbands to come join them.

"This is it Steve. In a few moments they are going to come through that door andour lives are gonna change forever."

"You mean they haven't yet?"

Dylan smiled, then he laid his eyes on Brandon as Brandon and David walked out the door to join Dylan and Steve.

*Oh my god...Brandon looks beautiful. And he's mine. He's all mine. Oh I love him so much. Thank you god for putting this beautiful man into my life.*

At the same time Steve saw David.

*My god...David looks like an angel. Thank you god for letting me change my mind and not letting me throw David and our Julie away. I do not think I could have ever forgiven myself if I would have.*

Brandon and David took their places next to Dylan and Steve and the minister began the ceremony.

"These men standing up here have decided to declair there love for one another by having this ceremony. It is so rare to find the one that you love with all your heart."

Steve looked over at David and mouthed 'I love you'. David smiled and mouthed 'I love you too'.

"These gentlemen standing here have nothing to be ashamed of. For love is love. It comes in many different forms. It is up to us to find that love. We are about to have the exchanging of the vows and the rings. The boys have written their own vows to share with their partners today. We will start off with Dylan and Brandon. Dylan you may go first."

Dylan took Brandon's hands, looked deeply into the eyes that he loved so much and spoke from his heart.

"Brandon, I love you so much. I'm honored to be able to share the rest of my life with you and our precious children. I can not promise that things will be easy for us, but I can promise yoy my friendship, my companionship, my loyalty, but most of all I can promise you my un-dying love for you." Dylan slid his ring on Brandon's finger. "This is a constant reminder of how much I love you and how my love for you will never end."


Dylan reached over and wiped the tears from Brandon's eyes.

"Brandon."

Brandon squeezed Dylan’s hands and spoke.

"When you told me that you loved me, I felt that everything was going to be perfect for us. Now standing here in front of you, moments away from being your husband, I know that everything is going to be perfect for us. I love you with all my heart and couldn't bear the thought of not having you in my life." Brandon slid his ring onto Dylan’s finger. "This is to remind you that you possess my heart, my mind and my soul."

The minister looked over at Steve and David.

"Now we will have David and Stephen exchange their vows and rings. Stephen, you may go first.”

"Leave it to Dylan and Brandon to steal the show." Steve joked. Everyone laughed, including Dylan and Brandon.

"David, I know that I haven't been the easiest person to love. I know that I made you feel bad in the beginning of this relationship and I don't know why you gave me a second chance, but I am so glad that you did. I love you with all my heart and soul." Steve slid his ring on David's finger. "This ring is a promise to you. It's a promise that I will spend the rest of my life proving and showing you that I am worth your love."

David wiped his eyes as he mouthed 'I love you so much'.

"David."

"Steve, I love you so much. Big suprise I know. What happened to us before doesn't matter to me now. I have you now and I am never letting you go. I can't see my life without you in it and I don't want to live my life without you." David placed the ring on Steve's hand. "This ring shows that I love you no matter what happens and I will always be here for you."

The minister smiled at the boys and continued with the ceremony.

"At this time I would ask that if anyone has any reason why these men should not be married I would ask them to speak now or forever hold your peace."

The guys looked around fearfully, but no one stood up or said anything.

"Very well. With the power invested in my I now pronounce you life partners. Congratulations, you may now kiss your husbands."

Dylan held Brandon's face.

"I love you baby."


"I love you too, husband."

Dylan smiled and kiss Brandon, their first kiss as husbands.

Steve looked over and Brandon and Dylan and pouted.

"What's wrong baby?"

"I want one of those."

David brought Steve's head closer to his.

"Oh yeah?" Inching their heads closer til there head were mere inches apart.

"Yeah."

David laughed and kissed his new husband.

"Ladies and Gentlemen, I am proud to introduce you to Mr. and Mr. Mckay and Mr. and Mr. Sanders."

The guys walked out of the ceremony hand in hand with their new husbands. They didn't know what the future would hold, but they knew that they would all get through it together.

 

THE END