Title: Wishes Come True

Author: Mystic

E-mail: vanilla_fantasy99@yahoo.com

Pairing: Van/Deaq

Rating: NC-17

Spoilers: Yeah kinda for um.. I think it was called Ray Ray the one with Van's dad

Archive: Sure just ask first.

Disclaimer: I don't know them.. I wish I did but sadly no

Summery: I'm not really good with summaries

Warning: Uh I don't think. Maybe Sappy love

Notes: I just wanted to send a thanks out to Creed for being my beta. THANKS

Deaq sat on the couch in the Candy Store thinking about things that happened during Ray Ray’s visit. A certain moment stuck out in his mind like a bad weed. That counterfeiting weasel pulled a gun on Van—HIS Van. If Ray hadn’t been there with that gun, well he didn’t even want to think about it. He stood and began to pace the room for the fourth time. He had never questioned his sexuality until Van had walked into his life. He was pretty sure Van was bi but what if coming out to Van about his feelings ended up ruining their partnership? Their partnership was something he didn’t want…. no, couldn’t lose.

Deaq was so caught up in his thoughts that he didn’t even notice Billie standing there watching him. She had been aware of Deaq’s feelings for Van for some time. She didn’t discourage it but she didn’t help it along either. Van and Deaq were the best men for this type of job. She hated to see Deaq like this. He was too distracted by this and it was getting in the way of the job. Maybe a committed relationship would be good for them? Van would stop sleeping with all the suspects and Deaq would be more focused. She walked over to Deaq, who was still pacing. “You got a problem?” she asked in her friendliest tone.

Deaq stopped pacing and looked at her. “No, I’m good. How about yourself?”

Billie sighed. “Deaq, I know something is on your mind. Why don’t you stop wearing a hole in my floor. Sit down and tell me what’s wrong.”

Deaq sat down but still didn’t talk. He wasn’t sure he could trust Billie not to replace him for having feelings for his partner. “First are you Billie my boss, or Billie my friend?”

He watched Billie sit down and sigh quietly, then she answered, “I’m Billie your friend.” Deaq studied her face for a moment then proceed to tell her about his love for Van.

Billie sat silently and let Deaq explain his feelings for Van. She waited until he was finished to speak her peace. “Deaq…You know how insecure Van is and you know about his family life. You know the risks of the job. If you still want this relationship then I say get off your ass and go tell him now!”

Deaq sat there a minute, then smiled, “Yeah, I’m going to go see him right now.” He stood up and turned to leave the Candy Store when he turned back around to face Billie. “Thanks a lot Billie.”

Billie smiled slightly, “You’re welcome.”

Deaq ran out of the Candy Store toward his car. He smiled the entire way to Van’s apartment.

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Inside Van’s apartment:

Van sat on his couch with a bottle of beer in his hand. The television was on but he wasn’t watching it. He was thinking about his dad, about Deaq and his job. His talk with Billie had helped with his problem with his dad, but there was something he just couldn’t share with Billie. His love for Deaq.

Van groaned and fell back on the couch. He was so pissed at himself for following for his partner. His straight partner nonetheless. Of course, he couldn’t tell anyone because he didn’t want to lose his job with the Candy Store or his friendship with Deaq.

He was deep in thought when a knock on his door scared the shit out of him. Grabbing the gun he kept under the couch got up and called out, “Who is it?”

“It’s just me.”

Van smiled he knew that voice. “Come on in Deaq.”

Deaq opened the door and stepped inside. “What’s up man?” He winced at how his voice sounded.

Van sat back down on the couch. “Nothin’ much… just watching TV.”

Deaq laughed, “You are, huh?”

Van gave him an odd look. “Yeah.” Then he noticed what was on. Japanese Sumo Wrestling. He groaned and smacked his forehead.

Deaq walked over and sat down next to Van. “What’s really up?” Van didn’t look very good in Deaq’s opinion.

Van sighed and stood up walking over to his kitchen to grab more beers for Deaq and himself. “I was thinking about my dad and…” Van trailed off. It’s not like he could come right out and say ‘I was thinking about how you make me feel. About how much I love you.’

Deaq looked up from the fat guys wrestling around in what looked like huge thongs. “And what Van?”

Van walked back into the living room. He stood in front of Deaq. “And how you make feel.”

Deaq just looked at him. He waited for Van to continue but when he didn’t. He asked. “How do I make you feel Van?”

Van stood frozen for a minute trying to decide what to do. If he went with what he wanted to do, then he would probably end up losing his job and his partnership. More importantly he might lose his friendship with Deaq. But on the other hand, he may gain something wonderful.

Deaq could see the war raging in Van’s eyes. He wanted to spill and tell him everything but he just waited. He wanted Van to be in control of what happened here.

Van made a decision he wasn’t going to always wonder “what if?” He was going to take a stand. He straddled Deaq lap and kissed him full on the mouth.

Deaq sat in shock for a minute before he started to kiss Van back. In that one moment he knew that this was alright. He and Van were going to be good together.

Van pulled back, “I have been waiting awhile to do that” He watched Deaq’s face for signs of disgust.

Deaq didn’t show any signs except pure lust and something else. Something Van hadn’t seen in a long time if ever. Love.

Deaq smiled. “You going to kiss me again or just stare at me?” He continued to smile as he gently grabbed Van’s crotch. “Looks like you want more then to just kiss me.”

Van thrusted into Deaq’s hand and whimpered a little. “Are you just playing with me, Deaq? You know, playing with the dirty fag whore? Cause I don’t think I can take that. Not from you.” He bowed his head and started to cry silently.

Deaq pulled Van to him and let him cry on his shoulder. Rubbing Van’s back in soothing circles Deaq waited out the crying spell. When Van started to calm Deaq he whispered in Van’s ear, “I love you like I never thought I could love someone.” Pulling Van back from his shoulder Deaq whispered fiercely. “And you are not a dirty fag whore. You are sweet, kind, and sexy as hell.”

Van blush at the comments. “Do you mean all that?”

“Yes.” Deaq nodded “I mean all that.”

Van nodded. “Good.” He leaned in and captured Deaq’s lips again.

Deaq had to hand it to Van. His partner had a very talented mouth. He wondered if he was just as talented other places.

When Van pulled away he was smirking. “You know I do have a bedroom.”

Deaq chuckled. “Well, then let’s go in and christen it right.” He pushed Van off his lap then stood up, smirking down at Van.

Van cocked his head to the side. “What?”

Deaq bent and picked Van up. “Nothin’. Just carrying my baby to bed.”

Van blushed and hid his face in Deaq’s neck. “You’re something else.”

“Only for the you, baby. Only for you.” Deaq whispered.

Deaq layed Van down gently on the bed then stood and stared at him. He had never done this before. He watched Van slowly strip out of his shirt. When he reached for his pants Deaq spoke up and said, “Let me do that.”

Slowly Van raised his arms above his head letting Deaq play and feel things out. He hadn’t asked but he was pretty sure this was Deaq’s first time with a man. “You don’t have to be so careful.”

Deaq looked at Van. “Yes, I do. You’re too precious to me to be rough with.” Slowly he unbuttoned and unzipped Van’s pants. Pulling them off Deaq discovered that Van wasn’t wearing any underwear. He raised an eyebrow. “No underwear?”

Van grinned. “Nope. Maybe I need a spanking.”

Deaq chuckled. “Maybe, but not tonight. Tonight is for slow and gentle love making.”

Van’s eyes shone with unshed tears. The things Deaq was saying he could get use to quickly. No one has ever made him feel the things Deaq was making him feel right now.

Deaq laid down next to Van, “Are you sure you’re okay with this? We can still turn back.”

Van pulled Deaq’s head down. “I’m very sure.” With that Van pulled Deaq’s whole body on top of him. All this slow and gentle stuff was nearly killing him. Van stripped Deaq of his shirt quickly.

Deaq groaned when he felt his skin touch Van’s. He pulled back from the kiss breathless. “Jeez Van. If I had know you were this good at kissin’ I’d have asked for victory kisses months ago.”

Van chuckled. “I would’ve given them to ya.” He reached down and fondled Deaq’s crotch. “C’mon, Deaq, let’s get naked.”

Deaq looked at Van. “You are naked.” He reached down and fisted his hand around Van’s hard cock.

Van cried out and thrusted into Deaq’s hand. “Please, Deaq….Wanna feel you naked against me.” He whimpered when Deaq removed his hand.

Deaq stood and removed his clothes in record time. He crawled cat like up over Van’s body. Laying down on top of Van was almost enough to make him cum.

Van cried out and arched into Deaq. This was way better then anything Van had ever experienced. “Mmm. Deaq, please… need you so bad.”

Deaq wasn’t entirely sure what to do now. He had the general idea but he wasn’t sure exact how it would all fit up there.

Van started to worry when Deaq didn’t do anything but laid there waiting. “Deaq, you still okay with this?”

Deaq looked into Van’s worried eyes. “Yeah, I’m still okay with us, baby, but I’m not entirely sure what I’m doing.” Deaq hid his face in Van’s neck. He was so embarrassed.

Van rubbed his hands down Deaq’s back. “I’ll walk ya through it.” He reached over to the stand and grabbed the lube. “Here lube up your fingers and work them in me.”

Deaq nodded. “I get it now.” He kissed Van and took the lube. He hesitated then slowly opened the tube.

Van groaned that Deaq was taken so long. “Babe, please, need you so much. Want you inside me.”

Deaq lubed and pushed one finger inside Van. He wiggled it around until it felt loose enough for another then another. He spread his fingers wide. Feeling Van stretch around his fingers was amazing.

Van whimpered, clawed, and whined for more. “Please, Deaq don’t make me beg.”

Deaq eased his fingers from Van. Hearing Van whimper made him so hard he ached. He pulled back and up on his knees to lube up his painfully hard cock. Laying back down he eased his erection into Van’s puckered hole.

Van cried out in pleasure pain Deaq was bigger then he expected him to be. Pushing back against Deaq Van took him all in at once. “OH GOD DEAQ…YOU’RE SO BIG…MMM…BABY!”

Deaq could listen to Van’s rambling all day long but right now it was incredibly erotic. “MMM…GOD…Van you are so tight and hot.” He thrust hard and more forceful. He was so close.

Van met every one of Deaq’s thrusts. He couldn’t help but moan and groan because Deaq was amazing. He had never felt anything like this before. Van cried out. “Deaq…I’m gonna CUMMMMM!!!” With that Van came hard.

Deaq thrust harder and more forceful a few more times and then with one final thrust he came long and hard. He fell down on top of Van trying to catch his breath.

Van cradled Deaq between his thighs. He panted and gasped for his breathe. That was the best sex he had ever had. “God, Deaq, you are so amazing.”

Deaq shifted a little to his side so he could look at Van. “You’re incredible to, baby. I’m so glad I came by tonight. Today when that weasel pulled the gun on you all my emotions just came running forward.” He stared into Van’s eyes. “I don’t know what I would have done of something would’ve happened to you.”

Van ran his fingers over Deaq’s short hair. “Don’t think about it, babe.” He pulled Deaq to him and held him close. He felt the warm wetness of Deaq’s tears on his neck.

Deaq pulled back a little and said in a tear thicken voice. “I love you so much, Van.”

Van let the tears go he had been holding in. “I love you to, Deaq… so much. You’re more then I ever hoped for in my life.”

Deaq pulled the blanket out from under them and covered their naked bodies. Van snuggled into Deaq’s side. He never felt so safe in his life. In this moment everything was very right.

They snuggled into the under the covers. Deaq smiled to himself. Maybe he would call Billie in morning and ask for the day off tomorrow.

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Meanwhile Back At The Candy Store:

“So how’s everything?” the person on the phone asked.

Billie smiled, “I think they’re finally together.”

Ray Ray chuckled, “About time my son found happiness.”

“It’s about time they both found happiness.” Billie agreed. “So, Ray Ray how about when you get out, you buy me an expensive dinner?”

Ray Ray chuckled. “Maybe, honey, maybe.”

THE END